Wednesday, 30 December 2015

#BhaloTheko_2015 (#StayWell_2015)


|| Strength is not only about establishing one's excellence..
....but also about accepting..
Strength is not only about having the power to seek..
..but also learning to be content with what you have...
Strength is not only about being defiant..
....but also about being stoic.......
Strength is not only about, having what you want....
....but also about finding it out, in you..

As another year bids adieu,
.............I hope to have more strength in the coming year...and pray for everyone to get what they deserve the most..

Wish everyone lots of love and good health.....in days to come.. ||

StayBlessed !



Sunday, 11 October 2015

#TheThunderousSilence

|| It not only did rain outside, that night; but it poured as much inside.

It's long since the window pane had been washed; it's long since the dampness had been felt.

It thundered like never before; accompanied by the wailing that echoed into the hollow throat.

The sky lived through the night; some only survived.

The morning beamed with freshness; the sleepless body was up with the Sun, except for the dead soul.||


StayBlessed!


Saturday, 10 October 2015

The Aroma of Autumn

While heading towards home, at the end of the day, my pace was checked by a scent...
It's the favourite scent of most Bengalis may be, especially at this time of the autumn, a scent that carried me to my childhood..

The aroma of "Shiuli" (Jasmine) was so intoxicating that it relaxed every bit of my brain and heart.
Suddenly I found myself plunging into the ocean of juvenile thoughts of Pandal hopping, innocent laughter, and the junk food eating competition.

Today here, almost 2020 km away from that geographical location and about 15 years in future from those memories, I felt that exact jolt of happiness.....
......The beautiful Jasmine, blooming unknowingly, away from everyone's eyes did its work, did what it needs to do....guided me to meet my inner child;
.....and the result was otherworldly.

StayBlessed!

Thursday, 24 September 2015

#TheInconvenientCompassion

|| Nostalgia is associated with both happiness and melancholy;
A feeling when both, strength and weakness are at war with each other.
A place where the soul yearns to go back, yet somehow ends up being repealed,
..............and the closure always comes in the form of either incineration or glaciation. ||

StayBlessed!


Monday, 27 July 2015

#TheEerieEpisode

Almost all old colleges and universities have haunted tales, shadowy memories or may be just weird rumours. I cannot tell for certain whether it was a ghost or not but certainly it was something ghastly. It happened in 2007, while I was graduating from one of the earliest Central Universities of India. It was my first year and I was still trying to cope with the extreme winter temperature. It was a chilling December night; and let me tell you, whatever the temperature one is experiencing inside any city in general; in a university campus it further drops 2 to 3 degrees, due to all greeneries around. So, the approximate temperature of that night in the hostel campus was not more than 5°Celcius. It was past 2 o’clock and nature called me so loud that I had to go out quite unwillingly. As said earlier, being a very old institution, the architecture was obviously very old, which included huge pillars, garden area surrounded by rooms on all sides and broad, long corridors leading to the common wash-rooms. Mine was the second-last room which made it even more pathetic to walk all the way to the end of the corridor covering an L shaped path. My pace reduced when I saw someone sitting in the garden at that hour covering herself from top to bottom in a white cloth or a shawl. The outline of the figure seemed like, she was sitting, with both her legs folded toward herself, head down, in such a way that it was touching both the knees and arms wrapped around them. At first I thought it was one of the many JULIETs in our hostel, engaging in romance; but to my utter astonishment, she was still sitting there on my way back, not moving an inch. I took the other corridor to see her from the front but there was nothing to see as she was all wrapped up even from the front. It looked like a mummy, for a split second I wanted to go down to the centre of the garden to investigate, but as soon as the adjective mummy came to my mind, I was the least curious human on earth. I hurried back to my room, into my cosy bed. How can someone sit like that in such an hour of this wintry night, without even moving an inch? Even breathing needs certain proportion of body’s displacement. Either she was too a dedicated lover having a spat or someone who couldn’t feel the chill. As soon as the latter part of the sentence struck my head, I had got a chill running down my spine, like the one's I used to read in books.
The next morning, when I narrated the entire episode to some of my friends, they too seemed terrified. And to all my surprise, during our regular hostel attendance that night, our warden told us never to roam around alone at night, for certain security reasons. I tried to think of some reasons but could not find any. It was hard to find a reason when you are surrounded by so many high wired walls.
Later, as years passed by, many stories came on to surface like, there was a clinic adjacent to the first year’s hostel and the garden was the place where several infants were buried. Once, it is said that, during the construction of the hostels, skeletons of children were found underneath the soil of present day’s garden, which gave birth to several stories after that.


….I believe, sometimes the best way out, is not to over-think something. After that night, I did the same… rather, didn’t.

StayBlessed!


Monday, 22 June 2015

#WhenSkyMetEarth

The amorous caress of the monsoon breeze and the cloudy foreplay finally edged..
They embraced each other..it was not forbidden anymore..
......and the surrender was divine....

Stay Blessed !!


Thursday, 4 June 2015

एक लग्नाची गोष्ट ( A Wedding Thing )



True!
Marriages are made in heaven..
Everything was arranged...except for the love, that they fell in..
It was destined!!

|A Dedication|


#StayBlessed





Sunday, 31 May 2015

....WithLove...FromMe :)

There was nothing that I could do to stop myself from falling in for you..and there is nothing that I want to do to stop it now...
There is a place for everything and everyone and no matter how much we try and Block it, it will always remain that way....
I don't want to fight it, in the same way that I didn't earlier as well.
We armored each other in the most mystical and exotic way possible and for me, that's more than most people get in a lifetime.....

Stay Blessed !!


Saturday, 30 May 2015

The Misnomer

The phrase Unity In Diversity has always amazed me; not because I am a "forever skeptic", but because I have Rarely seen any Unity in the Diversified Homo sapiens, as one may say...
North makes fun of the Southern accent..South thinks North is very rude..
Then there's West who thinks, East is a bit too outgoing, and East complains how West only appreciates the cliches....
Meeting in the half way....being in balance gets the 'Are you insane?' look
..so it has to be Confided in Criticisms, Comparisons and Confusions which no one Comprehends yet the pseudo-Competition Continues.... :P
One is considered Good, if participates and Rebel, if not......
As far as picking sides....being White or Black is concern; I am infamous for being Grey.....
..in my defence, I have the Grey matter, hence guilty ;) :P

Stay Blessed!!


Tuesday, 19 May 2015

TheEIGHT'sCompany


There are few relations on Earth which are beyond any explanation,
...It comes to you when you least expect it....
Each one of you came exactly the same unexpected way in my life.

I, being the last one to enter the clan, will always wonder, how with such an ease all of you accepted and loved me and made me feel at home; when, on the other hand, I was clearly not reciprocating the same initially..... ;) :P
Each one of you holds a special place in my life and I am most certain that MP would not have felt half as wonderful as it was, without you all.

Every discussion, argument, and confusion is nothing compare to the few hours of fun..
So, no matter how long it takes to plan the next meeting; we will meet again..

I hope this feeling of togetherness will bind us, regardless of age and distance.

There are F.R.I.E.N.D.S ; there is F.A.M.I.L.Y and then;
There's us :)

| A Dedication |

Stay Blessed!!




Friday, 3 April 2015

PennedYouDown


|| I write because I want you to live --
I write because I don't wan't you to leave --
I write because I see your existence in it --
And here you will dwell forever. ||

Stay Blessed !!


Tuesday, 31 March 2015

ToTheUninhabited


The white to and fro of the surges...
Its calm visit now and then...
There is this breeze even,
..which visits time and again........
The little fellows digging in..giving the sand its pale and dark decor...
..broken shingles add to the whiteness, and help it to shine for....!!

At quite a distance stands the Lighthouse..inevitably witnessing the mood of the sea..
....the rage and thrashing of the waves are dented along the strong walls...
...Looking back at the shore, it envies the Casuarina...
How socially they bow to the strong winds..!!
How lovingly protecting the backshore..!!
As soon as the sky darkened, demanding the wind to blow the other way round..
....it's time to relax for the sea.....
The Sun peace-ed out !!

Stay Blessed !!


Words!

|| Last night I realized, that I had been surviving..
The 'If Only' in mind, confronted the shadows...yet again..!!
..Deepening all the heart-aches and doubts....
..My faults, are amended by you..
..I made you understand but, to myself, I couldn't do
No one is to be blamed for my kind of way...
..So some way or the other,. I am still trying to pay,
The salinity of your smile is all I know...
..And even after the night left, I couldn't let go of you...... ||

Stay Blessed !!


Tuesday, 17 March 2015

From Life.. Till.. Death.....


|| Feel me even if I am not near....
Love me till it stops hurting..
I will always need you to complete me,
..so hug me with your heart, take me in....
I will be the air around you..........
You are my only prayer to God, saved in my wish-cart...
I love you in this form; and will continue even after death do us apart......||

Stay Blessed !!


Saturday, 14 March 2015

#TheAdrenalineRush ;)


 Laugh till it hurts so bad that you forget what was hurting in the first place.... 

 Cry so extreme that there is no tear left for the same reason, to shed....

 Travel far so that you get so lost that you had to find a new place to be....

 Sing out so loud that every ear reverberates with your voice....

 Listen so closely that you can even hear the heartbeats....


 Observe so lovingly that you can see even the unspoken....

 Love so intensely that the only way you could stop is by losing yourself....

|| Life is too short to do mediocre stuff....
Either DO it good or DON’T do it at all...... ||

Stay Blessed !!




Friday, 13 March 2015

#CloudyDayConfession


Letting go isn't the hard part,
..it is, watching a part of the soul going as well and knowing that it won't be the same....
ThAt part of laughter and tear,
ThAt part of love and fear.......
Who is to say which part is the best;
..spending half of the life searching for the perfect question or wondering the rest...
No one is fair; neither Life itself.....
..so let it be, let it woo......
Try and cherish as much.....I know I do.... ;)

| EverythingInLifeHappensFor_A_Reason |


Stay Blessed!!




Friday, 20 February 2015

#ToWhomEverItMayConcern

|| I see a writing..I read along,
I stumble upon our unsung song..

I hear a tune..I slow my pace,

Yet again you came in my mind amidst this rat-race..

I search my soul in crowd of the city,

And then I remember how we found each other by sheer serendipity..

I know the past grows dimmer with seconds that pass,

But there's not enough hours in the world that can make me forget the fragrance of spring, with you, on green grass.. ||

|A Dedication|


Stay Blessed!!




Friday, 6 February 2015

#NotThisTime

|| There is something hauntingly weird about having the feeling of both attraction and repulsion for a same individual, at the same time....
A part of the brain knows that the person is right in so many ways but the sincere part of the brain forbids us by poking some sense saying, " NOT THIS TIME.."

It doesn't even make any sense.....I mean, one has to think every aspect, atleast the minimum criteria to initiate "a" thing;

but when the "not sure" part is loaded with unrequitedness and old promises,
....it is better NOT to "go with the flow"........||

Stay Blessed!!




Wednesday, 4 February 2015

Focussing-ly blurred

|| I have loved deeply enough to realize that the only permanent feeling in the world, is to be shallow..

I have remembered enough to understand that the greatest comfort in the world is forgetfulness..

I have tolerated enough to know that survival is only possible through revolt..

I have seen the phrase "live in the moment" becoming a misnomer enough times to comprehend that focusing the distance is more compelling...

But the icing on the cake is the incessant PAIN that keeps us going........we LOVE pain...we ENJOY the ache.....
...may be because;
we are taught that, "It is only after applying tremendous pressure Diamonds are made......"

To be valuable, it has been so necessary to go through the steps of discomfort that even if one day we find HOPE, I highly doubt whether at all we would be able to recognize it among all the resentment ......
...whether at all we would allow ourselves to be happy...
...whether at all we would find the place where we can be at PEACE with our inner-selves, to begin with..... ||

Stay Blessed!!




Sunday, 1 February 2015

A Fairy-tale Ending!!

Some stories are meant for a happy ending....
It's not about accepting the similarity but respecting the difference as well....
A feeling of;  heart-melt, wrapped up in a warm hug of nostalgia; is something which can only be felt when you see your Best Friend getting her fairy tale ending....
Well, that doesn't mean that all the dragons are slayed but nonetheless, SHE is HAPPY and I know HE will give it ALL to keep her like this...... I KNOW...

| A Dedication |


Stay blessed!!




Wednesday, 21 January 2015

The Deja-Vu

More than any supernatural tale,
we are haunted by our own stories..
....stories that are incomplete
....stories that remind us of a time, when for a single second everything felt magical...
stories that remind us of a feeling that felt different....
No matter how difficult it had been....no matter how ever it might have ended..we prevent ourselves from returning to that very place or even moment, that slightly reminds us of the incompleteness...The deja vu scares us..

But the fact remains; that

|we have to bear what we have woven...
...and have to receive, what we have given....|

Make new memories...don't delete the old ones..

Why do we have to think bitterly of anything that has ended?!?!...
Aren't we all mortals? :)

The hurt will eventually heal leaving behind the scar..

Nothing will be forgotten...
Nothing SHOULD be forgotten...
But..It will let you know, what you ought to know...and eventually fade...
...Just go with it.......

" 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all .. ~ LordTennyson "


Stay Blessed!!





Memory Lane

|| Old diaries.....some torn pages...
Letters..some Incomplete...some never been posted....some full of love, since ages....
Photos of innocent laughters and growing up..
The first crush....and the feeling of falling in love <3
Several wishes and numerous cards, with nothing but promises....
Few kept...some forgotten....many washed, along with paces....
Times when we laughed till tears in eyes..
And the hardest thing of the day was parting with good-byes..
Life remained the same....WE all changed......
In a wink, it's like standing on opposite sides of the world where no one can be reached and nothing can be arranged..
Turning those pages with mixed sighs,
The memories kept blurring my eye....||

Stay Blessed!!




Monday, 12 January 2015

PositiVibing with myself.....

Some people think that it is uncomfortable when one has too much to say yet can not put them in words...
I, on the other hand, think that if an infant can communicate with a grown up mother, then how hard it can be for other grown ups to communicate with each other? 
If it is thaaaat important, we will definitley find; no matter how haphazard it may be; words to express it.....And don't even get me started on, "It's not the right time"...
There is nothing called a Perfect Time...
Just check the minimum pre-requisite and do the damn thing yourself already...
Too much of "anything" is bad.. YES!! Thinking and Waiting comes under that "anything" as well.....
uummmm......there's also..
...Trusting..Loving....Understanding.......Compromising.........Changing(for the sake of others)...
............................The list stands endless......
..But the point is, that there are certain things in life that needs to be said out loud and there's no alternative to that.....

However, the real challenge lies in the art of not saying what has to be said, or worse, wished to be said....

....It is never a good idea....
And no matter how big a deal people make out of the term "destiny", never wait for it; it is not going to come and probably busy having a good laugh about the stupid things people are waiting for, to be solved..
All the serendipitous things that make us excited, had nothing to do with "being destined" crap....
....NO, I am not an atheist, but everything said and done; I know for a fact that God also help those, who help themselves...

What we do or don't, comes back to us.........or sometimes not..!!

Try and Believe that....and let go!! ( I know i try ;) )

|Everything in life happens for a Reason|

Stay Blessed!!




Wednesday, 7 January 2015

A conversation....


|| She :- How much do you love me?
He :- While travelling, once in a lifetime there comes a place that is so serene; that no matter how far one goes away from that place,
how beautiful a site he sees, he will always come back to that serenity.
You are that serenity for me..... ||

The sunset by the beach, was perfect that day.......!!

|A Special Dedication|


Tuesday, 6 January 2015

#Music for Thoughts

|| Music is a strange thing...
It can take us to a land of tranquility......
or can make us experience the turmoil deep  inside ......
....A soothing tune blended with inner peace
..........yet a subtle cramp in the soul that can dug out all the hidden strain ..... ||

Stay Blessed!!





Monday, 5 January 2015

In Randomness....


Whom do we consider a stranger ?!?!


Is it someone whom we never knew or someone we don't know...anymore.

In a vivid journey called life, we often come across different people, who in turn leave a mark in our minds and at times...in the soul as well.
A mark so deep that even if we want it to fade, its excruciating pain enable us to know, how deep it is rooted..and honestly, at times we don't even want to........
It just becomes a part of our identity...part of our being......






An unknown face in a crowd...
The most controlled person in a room full of chaos..
A strange fellow-passenger....
The offbeat person sharing a common idea...

One can never know when someone walks into our life with a magic wand..


A face that once used to be a part of the daily dynamic may suddenly disappear in the mass....with an inarticulate bitterness..


No matter how hard we try to fight it....closure is not something that can be found easily.......

Yes, "Time".......

And, No...everything can't be justified, expressed or controlled.....only felt and understood.....


However, this can't be the reason to stop looking in the crowd....because if we are lucky enough, we will get a peep of that person who will not make us forget about the loss but will share the pain....


.....and if luckier, may be, one fine day we will find that person within ourselves.. <3


Stay Blessed!!

What If......

|| It was raining then; 
when they were standing under an umbrella;
     Half drenched....
It's raining now;
      Miles apart..just a smile, at the corner of their lips...
Reminded them of the unuttered intimicy......
     " What If!! " ||


Stay Blessed!!



Footsteps......

|| Life is never easy,
Neither is love
Every step I take without you,
Reminds me that it's one step towards being with you
You, standing on the other side,
Make the journey, worth the pain ||

Stay Blessed!!


#Different_Strokes_Of_Life‬

|| Watching the ocean resiprocate its love for the shore;
.......she fell in love with Water..
Little did she know that her love for the River will remain unrequited
.........leaving the salinity in her eyes instead.... ||

Stay Blessed!!





#The Adieu..


|| His silence echoed in her ears,
Her words got faded away.....
A feeling too real for anyone to know,
He loved her enough to let her go..... ||

Stay Blessed!!



Sunday, 4 January 2015

Happy New Year


Oh cummon! just because it's another year, doesn't mean aging has something to do with it......
I am a big believer of #BeingForeverYoung!! :)



(don't frown..it's a thing!!)


I am considered to be in that awkward phase of life when you are neither grown up enough to handle a kid nor eligible to be just "kidding " around.


As this year has already started to gulp me inside day after day I vowed something :


|| Holding hands of togetherness can never fade with distance,

    The selfless love can never pass away,
    Growing up is an option,
    What prevails, is our choice of being the same old way.... ||

Not in a super-literary way but it is something which will enable me and other people suffering from the " Peter Pan Syndrom " ( the boy who refused to grow up ); believe, hope and switch on the willingness to look forward;

that no matter how less we see with growing age, it's not because our eyes are becoming weak; but because Bay of Bengal has created another depression and thus it's cloudy outside!!

Stay Blessed!!

Have a Happy and Healthy New Year..