#FromTheDevil_sWorkshop

There is more to life than you can ever imagine.

We have the liberty to be ignorant about most of the things.

However, when you find yourself in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by the things you were ignorant of in the first place; that is the very time, one’s sanity is tested.

It’s the places you thought would never have to be visited.

People you thought never have to be lived without..

Things you thought never have to be parted from..

It is anything and everything once you thought and made principles out of….

No one will understand your journey…that’s ok…..

….you are not here to make people understand…..

If you still find people who are trying to understand, consider them worthy and yourself luckiest..…

If you do not find anyone of that sort, that is also fine…, not everyone is capable of every emotion. Everyone has his or her own demons to fight with!

Sitting in an empty apartment (as far as people are concern)… In a new city….it is very easy to go crazy…

In this ever changing world, ironically, change is the hard thing to accept.

It is hardest when it comes to give your love to a city and its people. 

Well, they have not done anything bad to me in particularly but there is an inert “I can never love you like I used to” attitude from my side. 

In my defense, that May be because I am not the same person I was when I fell in love in the first place as well…

When you have nothing and no one to turn to from time to time for discussing meaningless crazy topics as hour goes by, the wall in front of your eyes seems the only companion listening and witnessing your varying moods by the ticking of the clock.

When the cloud of every bygone conversation and every single emotion cloud upon…….no one better than your own self can feel the touch of that load….of every promise that is yet to be made and the promises that one has to carry on every day to be alive for any future commitments.

In the fight between past and the future, it is always the present, which seems to be the loser!

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 Take a pinch of musical madness and a bucket load of emotional mixture. Stir it well. ….add a scoop of geography (or whatever it is, that has been in your life longer than you can think) to your taste and mix it into the day.

May be you will find the recipe to be sane!

 Indulge yourself in the dreams, which you think is capable of making your own identity, and earn you that “spot”…because THAT, no one else can….

#OneDayAt_A_Time

#StayBlessed

#Day_sEnd

|| At the end of the day...

It's not the indulgence that makes you feel alive,

..But all the minor "reciprocations" which let you know that...

...every conversation...all the worries and secrets are heard and kept safe as well ||

#StayBlessed!

The subconscious

|| Once, they destroyed each other in the most amorously-mystic way possible;

..................and Irrationally faded away…

….Till the next life came with all the Rational Realities…||

#ToTheLastNight_sDream
#StayBlessed!

#Wordsmiths!

Sometimes you come across a writing that makes you numb for several moments and  then you ought to share it...!!

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“Don’t fall in love with a woman who reads..a woman who feels too much..a woman who writes...

Don’t fall in love with an educated, magical, delusional, crazy woman..

Don’t fall in love with a woman who thinks, who knows what she knows and also knows how to fly; 

a woman sure of herself.

Don’t fall in love with a woman who laughs or cries making love, knows how to turn her spirit into flesh; let alone one that loves poetry (these are the most dangerous), or spends half an hour 

contemplating a painting and isn't able to live without music.

Don’t fall in love with a woman who is interested in politics and is rebellious and feel a huge horror from injustice....One who does not like to watch television at all...Or a woman who is beautiful no matter the features of her face or her body.

Don’t fall in love with a woman who is intense, entertaining, lucid and irreverent...

Don’t wish to fall in love with a woman like that.

Because when you fall in love with a woman like that, whether she stays with you or not, whether she loves you or not, from a woman like that, you never come back.”

~ Martha Rivera-Garrido

#DedicatedToAllBeautifulWomenOutThere!

PagesFromTheDiary!

|| Amidst the lost horizon and the safe harbour, there lies an inert tenderness of the sea..

A love that's uncertain yet so serene that as soon as the waves embrace the shore, it is whispered in their ears that the very next moment will be the time; to Let Go.. ||

#StayBlessed!

La Belle et la Bête

Everyone has his or her fair share of favorite fairy tale.

I too have one...

One from my very first "big book of fairy tales".
Inside its hard bind, pink cover, lies stories, which once was read with utter astonishment..

Either weirdly myself or fairly obvious, that neither the perfect fit of the Cinderella's shoe nor the long haired tangling beauty of Rapunzel, ever caught my heart.

....one story...
.....that have forever captured me was a story of a bookish, un-fitting girl, who wanted more from what life was willing to give..

..someone who believed that there definitely was more to the world, than the place where she dwelled..

..there must be some adventure waiting for her..

.that her life will begin where the comfort zone will end and fearlessly will she pursue whatever that might be!

....A tale which told that beauty lies within...

....A tale that narrated that one can love the most unexpected person, in a most unexpected way...

....A tale which suggested that it's okay to hope against odds..

....A tale which made me believe that unless it's impractical, it's not love..

....A tale that made me believe that it's okay not to fit in..

...And most importantly, it gave me a glimpse of an unreal, massive library; which I always thought I would find, somewhere, someday before I take a leave to the after-world!

Disney never ceases to enthrall me....
When the Teaser released last year, I was more than  excited to realize that, now the lyrics and the tunes of my childhood will be immortalized on the silver screen...(in the form of a proper movie, not like the previously made animated one...which, also I have in my collection, by the way!!).
....and after I watched it, I was more than awed....as I thought I would be!

From the first word of the first dialogue till the last lyric of the last song, I was there and somewhere else at the same time!

Childhood is the time when we wait for the part with the "happily ever after"; and as we grow up, the "journey" leading to the forever, makes more sense..

Tale as old as time

Tune as old as song

Bitter sweet and strange

Finding you can change

Learning you were wrong...

Certain as the sun

Rising in the east

Tale as old as time

Song as old as rhyme

Beauty and the Beast!!

#StayBlessed!

TheDream!

There are days.....when....suddenly you open your eyes, and realize that whatever you were experiencing till now was just the dream. However, it will seem more real than the reality you are living!

...It will seem so tangible that now you will sit up and stare at the wall thinking what was it which lead you here if what you saw was so perfect......once upon a time!

...you will try to analyse all the decisive corners of your life...

..all the people you banked upon...

..all the actions taken in the long course.....

...and come to realize that, it is what you ought to have because someday this moment, this exact moment is what you wanted the most!

......May be what seemed perfect once, is not even close, but this is what being an adult feels like, may be; taking responsibility and living the consequences of one's decision..

#StayBlessed!

#Island-ic!

|| There's lot one can learn from sea..
...as the depth increases, the calmer it becomes....it's the shallow areas near the beaches where one finds all the twisty-turviness of the waves.
And then there's the moon that adds to its excitement. But the deep remains untouched...unaltered.....
May be it's similar with humans as well.
The one who has lot inside, tends to calm himself/herself down. The stoicism reflects the depth.

...sure! At times some peripheral forces make him/her loosen up a bit but deep down only he/she knows what holds one together can never be defined.

It's a strange feeling knowing that you are floating on a large body of water on just a land made of calcium carbonates (corals).
You are at a total mercy of the sea. It can engulf you the minute it wants; it won't, atleast not me, for I have alway had a special thing when it comes to sea.
It calls me.
It enthralls me.
It listens to me.
It calms me.

If u ever want to feel a sense of tranquility, with a pinch of salinity not just in your eyes but in the air as well; sit near a sea. Sit where you can see nothing but blue.
Sit where u can hear nothing but the waves.
Sit and let the salty air bring out what has been poking you forever!

Sit where you can witness the setting sun.
The melange of colors across the sky gives a different shade to the world.
Suddenly the sea is not feeling blue anymore.
The bountiful blue turns to soulful saffron.

As the night falls. It's a different world altogether out there.
White washing the world when the moon comes out, how beautifully the sea moulds itself with its intriguing paleness!

I have felt the approaching waves.
I have felt it leaving me as well.....
I have slept with the sound of Vibrance in my ears.
I have heard the unheard in the rolling waters.
Seen the distant unseens in the darkest of the reflections.

With the first ray of sun as I walked away from the shore, I heard voices calling out my name.
I left anyway but I never let it go. I never will. I never can.
I stepped away from the world of calm but left a piece of me clinging to it.
Now, no matter where it goes, I will cling to it!
........whenever in a moon kissed shore, white waves touch any feet.
Or
...whenever in a sunlit beach, blue waters call for you...
...close your eyes and feel the touch of peace.........
....and feel blessed to witness the Wondrous Earth.
No matter how much it is meting in its core, she never fails to amaze us by her beauty. ||

“Just take my hand, lead, dance with me...and I will simply follow the blueness of the water, the white waves rolling free...where the earth beneath my feet and stars make my heart whole again...in long and priceless moments of shared solitude...” ~ Oksana Rus

#StayBlessed

#ItWasLoveLoveLoveAlone_CausedTheKingToLeaveHisThrone!

|| "Love comes like lightning, and disappears the same way. If you are lucky, it strikes you right. If not, you'll spend your life yearning for a man you can't have." || ~ The Palace of Illusions


It's NOT about being engaged, married, or in a relationship, it's about being secured, happy, safe, relieved, and feeling good.

It's about having a peaceful state of mind.

It's about sleeping at night without the fear of losing what you've got.

It's about being yourself and not someone else.

It's about feeling loved, happy, respected,understood and appreciated.

It's all about the Right Person and the Right Time....

If one is lucky enough; both will come at the same time! If not... Oh well!! You are in for a ride!!

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|| " Here's to the fools who dream,
Crazy as they may seem..
Here's to the hearts that break,
Here's to the mess we make." ~ LaLaLand ||


#StayBlessed!

TheVirtualWay!

|| I bow down to your indifference.
I'm proud of it.
I'm out of practice for a while but still in the process of that wall, that ought to be knit.

It's the way it has to be I know.
But it's just one of those days when I do the silliest things like texting, because I feel low!

Your unrequited-ness is soulfully requited.
An emotion so pure is all one needed.

Love comes in many forms..
...unique as one's may be as decided by fate....
One should not forget the base of which everything was resting till date!

.....it still doesn't deserve the ignorance it is showered upon.
Decades of emotions shouldn't have been buried under as if it's gone.....

May be I don't understand love or any synonymous emotions or may be just love most of all only me.
...but the fact remains, not a single person in this world is devoid of any pain, you see!

The childhood games have now a days become virtual.
It's the peek a boo in "social media" that seems real.

It doesn't go unnoticed. It never will.
The child in me will never let go the childhood because that was the real deal!

The childhood had peeled off as "they" say.
.....but there's not enough naysayer even in you to make the cowness calmness in me to go astray!

But never will I let that memory be faded....
....about a time when very much a friend was needed.

One's journey is a collection of many a commitments....
That nothing or no one can be expected to apprehend!

Still a mixture of emotions come as I think of some being.
A stranger with all my secrets who taught me the "f" in BFf stands for "Forthetimebeing".

If one chooses to smile through the pain, don't do it to make a point and hide the soars..
...it takes something else to prioritize the worldly chores..

I appreciate the criticism.
I'm honored by the applaud.
I welcome the hate as well.....but I'm at peace with the fact that I can show that I'm not perfect but deeply flawed!

There's nothing that I wouldn't give to get back the lost.....even if it means being naive...
For all I know, that was the "outlet"....that was my "triangle" of life!

Yes I'm very annoyed.
....annoyed with every single soul....but I love them dearly as well...from my heart's core!

Everything said and done....
.....don't u worry!

I still bow down to your indifference.
I'm still proud of it.
I'm out of practice for a while but in the process of that wall, that ought to be knit. ||


#StayBlessed!