Heal

Be content with yourself, without explaining your side of the story.
Learn to live tough and head held high because you are your own saviour.

Everyone has insecurities and fear, but one should not test it.
Those who are worthy will understand, those who don't, are not worthy..
Heal your mind and heal your soul!

#StayBlessed

Last time

||The time when our hands touched, I realized that there is a rebel in me.

I never believed in the innocence and the magic of love , till I saw thee.

The conjure that made it happen

When you smiled, I smiled more often.

The trembling beats that refused to cease. 

The time when I experienced both excitement and at ease.

A crooked smile that reached the eye.

The calling that was hard to say goodbye.

In an overly nosy world, I hide you in plain sight.

Because somethings are only for me to reminisce outright.||

#StayBlessed

Eye of the cyclone

It is always easy to play the victim (or stay quiet when others are making one) and difficult to own up to your deeds.
Be with someone/Be someone who has the guts to do the latter.
Walk away and one day you will find that not doing something is the best thing you have done!
The people who stays have always been worth it, the people who stayed back to worship the self proclaimed victim, never were!
When you are in the eye of the cyclone, everything around you remain a mess. Everything keeps swirling, don't break down, hold a little longer. Be the heartless monster everyone already thinks you are. Wait for it to settle down, and you will find out who stayed and what has actually been worthy!

#StayBlessed

পড়ন্ত রোদের হাতছানি!

কলকাতা আসলে আজকাল মন খারাপ হয়ে যায়।

মনে হয়ে কিছু একটা নেই। কতগুলো আটকে থাকা কথা, গুমড়ে থাকা মুহূর্তে, বলতে থাকে যে কাছে এসেও আসা হলো না ঠিক।

বিকেলের পড়ন্ত রোদে শহরটা খুব অচেনা লাগে।

ছোটবেলা টা  চলে গেছে বহুকাল আগেই।

সেটা কে ধরে রাখার লোক গুলো ও হারিয়ে যেতে থাকে সময়ের সাথে।

যৌবনও গেছে বললেই হয়।

অভিমান ও দায়িত্বে মেশানো বড়বেলা টা মাঝে মাঝে গুমোট লাগে।

কি করা উচিত টা আগে ভাবতে হয়ে। কি করতে ইচ্ছে করছে সেটা তোলা থাকে পরের জন্য।

নিজের মতো বাঁচা টাই জীবন। তাও চলতে গেলে কিছু মানুষের হাথছানি কে উপেক্ষা করতে হয়ে কিছু মানুষের জন্য।

এই জন্য না যে তাদের আমরা ভালোবাসি না। হয়তো এই জন্য যে তাদের আমরা বেশি ভালবাসি তাই প্রত্যাশা টাও বেশি, ভেবে নি যে ওতো আমার ই মতো, হয়তো বুঝে যাবে!

সবসময় খাটে না। জানি!

শহর টার থেকেও ওই একই রকম বায়েনা করি। আর পাল্টাশ না শহর। আর দুরে যাস না। 

ভালো থাক ছেলেবেলা। 

ভালো থাক আমার শহর।

"MemoriesToBeCherished"

||Memories are weird. 

Sometimes loved sometimes feared. 

They are not only in photographs safe and sound. 

But are attached to every little things around. 

A similar place.

A similar tee.

A similar smell.

A similar whatever you have experienced it to be.

The food you shared.

The time you cared.

The roads that have been walked.

The topics that have been talked.

Memories are never alone.

Sometimes, they are attached to strangers, mostly to our own.

Some will anger you some sadden you the same.

But nothing can stop from thinking about them.

Memories can't be forcefully made

They are a mixture of what is heard and what is said. 

Whatever little I have, I carry them with me.

My mind will always know what I can't always say, hear or see.

All the places that could have been seen.

The witty replies that could have been.

All the should haves that now will be never.

But the memories that are already made are thank God, forever.||

#StayBlessed

Wind Of Change

Just take one day at a time!
To all the restless and moody people out there....
....and the ones who are sorted as well....

#StayBlessed

PIECE Of My Mind!

Life, thy name is soliloquy!

#BeWithThem
#StayBlessed

The Scarred Incident

People always ask me about why I share all the mental awareness write ups ?!

It is because I have seen it close enough several times to understand that people need to be aware of any kind of mental discomfort. Sitting in 21st century most people relate mental problems with madness which is preposterous.
I keep seeing people suffering from it and keep seeing people who are still ignorant.

For last couple of weeks, I have been a bit disturbed and did not know how to put words into my feelings because of one such incidents.

However, I had to pen it down else it would have started to affect me. (It is something that is suggested in therapy. If something is hurting you bad, you should let it out and keep letting it out till the time it stops hurting. Writing for me is such a thing!)

Amidst the festival of light, someone I knew decided to end her life.
I was not there and heard it couple of days later, yet I knew her enough that it made me sit in shock for a good amount of time. No she was not family but a close family friend of my aunt, so we knew her pretty well.

We knew what she was going through but most people did not. She used to do all the chores, laugh, talk, go out and do everything that one is expected. That is the problem with this diseases.
The people we live with have to be attentive enough to notice the small changes in our behavior because the time when the big changes will come into notice will be the time when there is no turning back!

Even in that fateful day she did all the work she is expected to and then decided that there is nothing to live for. I shudder just by thinking of the pain she was going through so much so that she did not even think about her kids.

Mental illness is a silent killer. It kills the person from inside to such an extent that they decide to end it from outside to ease out the pain.

So PLEASE talk to someone you know who is going through any kind of turmoil. You never know when a well versed conversation or just bursting of emotion can save someone's life.
In a world of social media we forgot how to talk to each other.
We remain busy chatting online that at times we forget that a kind "I am here to talk" can do what medicines can't.

#StayBlessed