NotMyLines :)

|| " I am Eternally, Devastatingly Romantic,
and I thought people would see it because 'Romantic' doesn't mean 'Sugary.'
...It's Dark and Tormented — the Furor of Passion, the Despair of an Idealism that you can't attain... "
  ~~ Catherine Breillat ||

#StayBlessed

TheMissingTime

The last never comes announcing itself...

A group of friends planning a trip...

That time your grandpa brought your favorite sweets because your result was out...Or...
The time when you kept the phone after speaking with him...

When you bade your grandma bye from the window of the train wishing to see her again...
Or..
Gave flying kiss to a sweetheart waving and promising to visit soon...

You could never know that every one of those partings were the last one....
...Be the reason be death or otherwise, the time you have is now...That's the only time that matters.....Realize it and spend it well, like it's your last time with them...
Regret is a life long pain, do not invite it.....Regret of not hugging enough, regret of not loving enough, regret of not looking up from the mobile and let your loved ones know that they mean the world to you.....
Speak what you feel, show it in every way possible,
Because time is a bitch, it has a weird way of proving you wrong...
So don't waste time, or it will waste you back.....!!

#StayBlessed!

JabWeGotLostInBhoolBhulaiya

An ancient hostel building..The eve of Diwali.
A huge common room with few girls in it, the one's who didn't go to their home during the Diwali holidays...
...and suddenly someone stepped inside with a huge news that the warden has approved of renting a vcr and any two movies...And trust me it was a huge news for us in the year 2007...
Within minutes the chaotic common room was turned into a dark movie theatre and for a pretty good amount of time we enjoyed the time of our life with popcorn (from mess wale bhaiya)..

It's 10 years since then but whenever I hear any song from those movies, I get transported to a different place in that different time.....cheersing with our cups of mess wali chai...
#CheersToHostelLife
#StayBlessed

SunAndSweet

Today the Sun starts it journey towards tropic of cancer, for the people residing in northern hemisphere of the Earth, it marks the end of the winter making the days longer; that is very geographically speaking..
Speaking nostalgically, the best memory of today's date for me goes back to the days spent in my dadu'r bari (maternal grandfather's house), in Behala, a place in South Kolkata..

Sitting in the smaller section of the terrace, eating pitthe and payesh(Bengali sweets made specially in sankranti) made by dimma (maternal grandmother), and watching kite flying and the self inflicted competition of the local flyers. No sooner my plate had become empty than another pitthe would fill the gap....Today no matter how much I crave, neither dimma nor her pitthe will come...I guess, the heaven wall comes in between us...
Once I thought that the over eating at grandmother's place was as hard as life gets.
..aaha well...!! Naive we were once....

#StayBlessed!

(Image courtesy: google images)

FRIENDS

||You know you have friends in your life when even after being sleepy they respond to your nagging messages, because you are not been able to sleep....
You know you have friends when even after tremendous fight, you ask for their opinion and get an honest one.
You know you have friends, when even after saying hundred no-s, you know it's untimely a yes (even if it's out of irritation), no matter how pathetic your demands are...
.....And you know they are worth it, when it's 6 o clock in the morning and you are writing about them, half sleepy standing in a super awsome clean bus depot bearing mosquito bites...||

#ILoveThem
#GodBlessThem

TheAlternateReality

|| You managed to go so deep,
that it afflicts the last piece of my forbidden soul
......and makes your presence obsessively real....||
#DearDiary

#StayBlessed

BlastFromThePast

I am a 90's kid, and like most I will choose Kumar Sanu anyday over Arijit Singh, not that I don't like him (huge fan)...
I am a fan of good music, but when it comes to nostalgia, 90's has a much bigger role to play..
I remember every song when I first heard it...The minute detail of what I was doing, more so if it's a Kumar Sanu masterpiece..
My father and I used to collect cassettes..Both of us, still are huge fan of 90's songs...
Of all those songs, there are certain songs, which used to bring out a feeling of pain in me then..I never realized why, because I was only a kid and wasn't aware of any heartbreaks..but whenever used to listen to that song, I could feel that someone is feeling a lot of pain (the song demanded that ofcourse).
In a certain music app, I found that song after ages...It's a very popular 90's song...
...And my cab ride today is accompanied by this song, I know it will be on the repeat mode for quite some part of today...
The only difference this time is, I know about the pain he is singing about....
Apart from the theme music of KalHoNaHo, no song could ever brought out tears from my eyes (they are anyways dried up, as people say)...
However, today I know of another song which can do that...
.......Enough said...
Let me get back to my song.....

#StayBlessed

ToA_Dream

Last night I dreamt of you again..
It was as clear as sitting and chatting with you in front of me.
You were with the mischievous smile of yours..
And I was forever charmed by thee.

We had all the arguments that was needed..
Had all our worldly conversations, the usual.
It was ages since I heard your calming voice..
And even in the dream I was awestruck with whatever was in portrayal.

In this ever changing world..
For me, it was the same old you.
You were right..
When you said that I will never love anyone like I have loved you.

Last night I dreamt of you again..
As crystal clear as a dream can be.
Somewhere deep down you are harbored..
It's a peaceful feeling, as peaceful as one can be.

#StayBlessed

Yet Another Old Page From MyDiary

Five years back, I wrote it, never knowing that even today it will be so relevant...
..sharing yet another old page from my diary.. 

"Both Are Quiet But Have Hundreds Of
Things Running In The Mind..
Both Are Missing Each other Badly...
But Want The Other One To Initiate The
Conversation..
Both Want To Be With Each other, At least To Fight,
To Argue...
But Would Pretend That They Are Fine
Without Each other..
Both Want To Meet Each other...
But Will Not Say Anything And Wait Silently..
They Would Send Each other Silly Messages...
But Would Not Tell That 'Stupid I am Missing
U'..
They Have Thousand Differences To Be Mad At Each Other..
But will Hold On To That One Similarity That Makes Them Sane.."

#Stay Blessed

2018 it is.....!!

I wanted to start this year's blogging in a different note, as in sitting on top of a hillock and watching the sunrise;as always life had different plans.
..so my first blog of this year is an account of my first train journey of the year, when I got a mini heart attack (not that different, I guess)...

It was an eight hours journey by train where only the first couple hours had just passed. I was sitting by the window with my earphones on full blast and mind wandering around the globe, when suddenly out of no where a huge chunk of stone was thrown at my window in addition to some of the others as well. The huge glass window of the train was double coated thankfully.the entire glass that was outside got chipped and flew away (as the train was in motion), literally, in seconds.  The glass inside was also cracked, portraying the amount of strength by which it was thrown.
All of this happened so quick that it was a jerk in the soul. No one was hurt luckily, however a girl got unconscious (in full filmy style), but was immediately attended by the medical team and recovered.

I, being a over thinker, got to think that whether it will be a rocky year or stones will be thrown at me all through the year; or may be I will be closely saved (positively speaking).
Whatever it is, it won't be a normal regular year at that, neither one ever is!

Wish everyone a year of adventures and excitements.
May 2018 brings all of you, whatever you hold dear.
Have a healthy and peaceful 2018.

#StayBlessed