Dear Mr.Darcy,
Never, before, have I known that someone can be so repulsive that it makes you fall in love with that person again and again..
Never, before, did I know the phrase "brooding and handsome" exsits..
Never, before, did I know that there exists a love which is, although not sugar-coated, still passionate enough to drive through your veins..
...An emotion so inert..yet so wild at the same time, that...
.........it is hard to resist...
Being in love with a person and Being in love with the idea of love has often been mistaken to be synonymous, more so, because most of us draw the ideal picture of someone rescuing us; forgetting that in order to make the rescuing successful, one should want to be rescued..
I, however, am not made of "sugar, ice and everything nice"; and thus, once, had a privileged company of a gentleman who, for a change, didn't want to rescue me; rather wanted to put an end to the trouble and in a way be rescued as well......and as many would identify the emotion, I panicked..Not because I didn't want to be rescued but I wasn't sure whether I could survive after the mission is done...
"...Then what!!???!! "
I was so used to the fact of being in constant alert, that my mind forgot how a piece of calm tasted. I couldn't relax and be vigilant at the same time....and I realized that I was in love with my soliloquy and the habit of control, than anything else..
An evening with you made me visit the time when, no matter how brief it was, someone of your genre, understood that sugar-coated love is not my forte, and for once, made me comfortable....
....and It Scared me...
From,
a Humble Sceptic..
StayBlessed!
Never, before, have I known that someone can be so repulsive that it makes you fall in love with that person again and again..
Never, before, did I know the phrase "brooding and handsome" exsits..
Never, before, did I know that there exists a love which is, although not sugar-coated, still passionate enough to drive through your veins..
...An emotion so inert..yet so wild at the same time, that...
.........it is hard to resist...
Being in love with a person and Being in love with the idea of love has often been mistaken to be synonymous, more so, because most of us draw the ideal picture of someone rescuing us; forgetting that in order to make the rescuing successful, one should want to be rescued..
I, however, am not made of "sugar, ice and everything nice"; and thus, once, had a privileged company of a gentleman who, for a change, didn't want to rescue me; rather wanted to put an end to the trouble and in a way be rescued as well......and as many would identify the emotion, I panicked..Not because I didn't want to be rescued but I wasn't sure whether I could survive after the mission is done...
"...Then what!!???!! "
I was so used to the fact of being in constant alert, that my mind forgot how a piece of calm tasted. I couldn't relax and be vigilant at the same time....and I realized that I was in love with my soliloquy and the habit of control, than anything else..
An evening with you made me visit the time when, no matter how brief it was, someone of your genre, understood that sugar-coated love is not my forte, and for once, made me comfortable....
....and It Scared me...
From,
a Humble Sceptic..
StayBlessed!
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